Friday, July 21, 2006

fallin' apart at the seams

july 20
it has been weeks since surgery
and i still have a gdamn hole in my boob
not the fake one. that is sewn up nice and neat. a water balloon inside a baseball (i'm thinking the stitching/not the shape).
the good ol' boob
the right breast with the right stuff
at the intersection of the vertical and horizontal scars, where the 3 seams meet up, the scab came off 3 wks ago after swimming etc. but it was pretty deep - like a plug keeping the inside parts of my body internal. when the scab came off, i had a tiny window into the world of pink flesh - other dermal layers that i obviously don't know the names of and most certainly do not want to see.
to be continued...
too tired at the mo